Went to the library in the morning. I have been dead bored at home and hence, I figured some books would do a good job of keeping me company. But honestly, I can’t seem to find any good reads at the library nowadays. However, I did manage to grab hold of 5 books that did catch my attention. One of the books that I borrowed was the book that has been made into a movie-Memoirs Of A Geisha. I know the story was shown way back and I remembered liking the story very much when I watched the vcd. What makes the book that I borrowed interesting is that, the story is written in Malay. So technically, its Kenangan-Kenangan Seorang Geisha. Cool huh…

Met up with Azri. We had absolutely no plans at all for today’s date. Well, its not exactly a date. Just a meet-up actually. We ended up buying a small tub of ice-cream and sitting down at Sunplaza Park to eat our hearts out, cold.

Despite it being only a small tub, we ate till we practically could puke. I never knew ice-cream and chocolate could have this effect on me, but it did. I think I’ll probably have my hands off ice-cream and chocolate for some time now. Too much of a good thing can never be good. Instead, too much of a good thing might be bad at times.

My dear boy, I know things have not exactly been a bed of roses for us both as of late. Circumstances have actually been pretty hard on us and sometimes, I don’t know whether we’ll survive. I don’t know if we’ll still emerge from the storm as strong as ever, if not stronger. I’m scared that sooner or later, things might not go the way we want them too. Our relationship has never been easy to start with. I’m scared that one day, we can’t work it out no more and the our worst fears will come true, which is to lose each other. I know its hard not only for me, but for you as well cause whatever happens, it has an effect on both of us. But, I applaud you for trying to make things alright and being the stronger one in the relationship. The situation is a bit complicated and I only hope that we can find the right solution soon. This time round, be it good or bad, I’m ready cause what matters is that I want you to be in a relationship that you are at ease with, and not in a relationship which you look at as a great burden. But thanks, today proved that things might actually be looking up. Much love.

After the ice-cream, we settled for McDonalds seaweed shaker fries. Equipped with the shaker fries, we walked all the way from Tampines Interchange to his house. A long tiring walk, but I’m going to look at it positively where it was a chance for me to burn off those fatty ice-cream that I had earlier on. I came back home earlier than expected but I was tired afterall.

Albeit the short amount of time we spent together today, it was worth it. Really.