Just when I thought that things were not going to get better, that we were going to be stuck in this bleak world for quite some time, you surprised me. You really did and I can’t be happier. As much as I hate to admit it, even to myself, things have not been going well with us. I know, what’s new right? But this time round, it was much harder than usual and hearts and feelings were left with deeper scars. Harsher words had been spoken, louder voices were yelled over the line. For a split second, I thought that the moment you said those dreaded words, that was it. It was beyond repair. But today, you proved to me that there is still some hope even when things don’t go the way we want it to. Even after years together, we can never perfect the art of love. Never, there’s still so much to learn from it, and there’s still so much trust that needs to be gained. So how? Do we leave it at that, or do we try to move higher? I guess that’s up to us to decide. US. You and me.

Azri made my day a little brighter today. He came by after work in the evening, and me, who just literally just woke up from sleep, groggily went down to meet him. To which, he presented to me a smile accompanied with a whole box of donuts from Donut Factory! And of course, a feeling which only both of us felt during those seconds of unspoken words. Yes, it has been hard, whatnot with me adjusting to school and him with certain issues. But, thank you for the random thought and gesture. It was enough. Enough to make me smile while I lick the sugar off my lips.

Time, that’s what you said we needed right now. I’ll wait and I hope you will too. Let’s just hope this breather is only temporary.